i feel unpunished

for a false start.
in terms of creative achievement,
i had stopped, a vestige
of my old
honor code.
here i start again.
i tilt the computer i dont
care
having heard that damages
its spinning discs i dont care.
it has damaged my spinning discs
and now it works for me, indebted.
perilously i have been hiding out,
smoking too much
weed and
getting nothing real done.
are netflix movies real when
you play them
instantly
forget them
endlessly?
CHICKEN AND THE EGG I GUESS.
i want to be buried with my blog.